It's been 13 days...13 days of fever (everyday it spikes up over 101 at some point), 13 days of thinking I might be getting better...better enough to properly cuddle my sweet baby boy (who shakes his head no {not at the correct time}, imitates clapping, gives his mama kisses)...better enough to spend quality time with Jeff {he also shakes his head no, claps, and gives kisses}...better enough to show my best friend a good time on her last week and a half here! Ugh!

I'm going a bit crazy over here and I'd appreciate any prayers or ideas on what might be wrong with me. I'm on my second round of antibiotics and I'm pretty convinced it's not bacterial at this point (but I wish it was so that it could clear up). So, that means it's likely a virus that just needs to run its natural course...but 13 days? Who's heard of someone having a fever that long with relatively no other symptoms?
At any rate, I'm tired and sad and lonely (I've seen people, my Mom came today to help out and it was amazing...but I don't really feel like I can connect when I'm in this fog).
And this weather?! What I wouldn't give to really get out and enjoy it...yesterday Jane and I took her last walk around Green Lake and it completely wiped me out...we stopped twice and then I came home and realized I had a raging fever. I miss Jane :(

Ok, that's it for now...just thought I'd let people know where I'm at since the blogs have been few and far between. Hope everyone is doing much better than I am!